Alcyone

Never Cross the Dotted Line
2002-08-26 05:21:48 (UTC)

Feel Nothing

I hate feeling much of anything. I prefer emptiness to
feeling things. Have you ever gone a significant period of
time locked within yourself? It's harder than it
sounds...it's hard not to let yourself feel things. It's
hard to accept the beatings you receive from those around
you...and just not feel anything.

But it's possible.

When you attain this goal...when you feel nothing...i
garuntee others will notice. When you look at someone, and
really study every feature that's painted on their face,
the only thing that gives any real emotion away is a
person's eyes. People can smile and be thinking a thousand
different things, they can wrinkle their nose and lift
their brows...and all those things can be deceptive. Eyes
are the only dead giveaway. When you can look in the
mirror and stare at your eyes, and honestly see NOTHING
looking back out through them...that's when you know you've
achieved your goal...that's when you know that finally,

You feel nothing at all...




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