Reality Bites
2002-08-25 21:27:11 (UTC)

I dont think I've ever been this discusted

I don't think I've ever looked in the mirror and truely
hated what I see. Today in these jeans that fit all wierd I
wanted to cry. I hate myself for getting this huge and out
of control. I'm in a size 12 for god sake! How did I get
this huge? Until I loose this I'm living in a sweatshirt
that will hide the ugliness. I cant even believe how shitty
I feel right now