Mizu

Vincent
2002-08-25 06:53:25 (UTC)

Coming down off a high...

Vincent. Vincent. I'm so...frusterated. I want to go see
her!! sigh I want to make love to her until we can't
anymore...But we can't even START. Alas, we are yet 4 years
away from being able to fuck until the sun comes up.
And the caffeine from all the Pepsi I've been drinking
is going away and now I just feel sick. Remind me to never
to that again.
I'm still thinking about her, Vince. This is beyond
love. This is obsession. And I can't satisfy my
craving...There's been a long awkward pause in out
convo...I think she may have gotten disconnected, she never
leaves without saying BRB.
I also feel all...squirmy...Like there are bugs all over
me...I think it's just from the lack of movement, just
sitting here at the computer, pouring out my thoughts as
they come. And the once-calming 'tick tick' of the clock is
now driving me mad! I have my alarm set for six. I don't
think I'm going to get any sleep, anyway. The anticipation
for seeing her is just...blowing me. I can't think about
ANYTHING else...I can't write, I can't draw, I can't play
with doll makers, I...I can't sing! Vincent, it's all for
her! Everything I do is for HER! I need her that much!
Oh, and she's taunting, too...Tomorrow night...Tonight,
technically...Oh....:

Kasai says:
blech. i also remember a really kinky thought that i just
try the next time the both of us are over at sabryna's.
Kasai says:
*just might try
Vincent says:
What's that?
Kasai says:
I'm not telling you. It's a surprise. But it'll only work
if all the lights are out.

And she won't say! I'm so anxious...I'm going to have an
attack..Ooh, she told me! God, I love her. Ah, now, now
till this weekend...
I can't take this. I need her so bad!! I feel so alone
here, I mean...Alone and trapped and surrounded...It's a
painful feeling...
But at least she's here. I couldn't take it if she
wasn't..
~Mizu




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