daydream disbeliever

Mad Ramblings From a Blithering Idiot
2002-08-25 04:51:34 (UTC)

Uh, yeah

I moved out of my mother's house a month ago,
therefore my lack of entries. However, I have begun
keeping a real journal. That scares me because then my
thoughts become real...anyone I know is privy to them. Ah,
well. My thoughts must be written out, although when I
reread some entries the repetitiveness of the topics
frighten me. It's mostly Josh, Josh, Josh. Just like last
year if I had written in this journal it would have been
all Brian. I'm so pathetic.

However, I have one good thing to report: As of
tomorrow morning I will officially be a godmother. Imagine-
me being responsible for another's catholic upbringing.
It's an honor yet a responsibility that I don't think I can
fulfill. But it's Ivan, who I love almost like my own.