Alyssa

thoughts and ramblings of alyssa
2002-08-24 00:37:41 (UTC)

doubles

double sessions suck
i'm scared i'll get stuck on jv. like i'm really actually
scared about it. its just like, if i get cut from varsity,
it'll be the official kick in the ass that i have found
something else that i'm not good at. these things keep
mounting. like, for example, this kids trying to send me
something on the comp, and i dunno how to open it or
something, or update shit. so i'm no good at fh or
computers. and when th musical comes around, they'll throw
me in the back cuz i have no voice. fh, computers, and
drama. and i'm sure that they will have no problem in all my
classes, telling me i'm stupid to take all level 4s, and i
should drop to remedial cuz i'm stupid. and all my friends
might as well just let me rot, cuz i havent even talked to
most of them in weeks. well not about stuff, important
stuff. and i'm sure that my drivers ed teacher will call me
too, and be like, you failed worse then everyone else's
wrong answers combined, and you should never be on the road.
good bye.
why arent i good?!?!?!

fuck me!




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