yeah so i'm feeling a lil better today..hopefully i'll be
back to my regular self tomorrow..still a lil tired
though... naps galore..mmhmm... ok so what's new...nothing
too big..no huge gripes...basically all good...because of
not feeling well i haven't talked to many people so those
who i have...are very special... still upset with my one
cousin though..but with me not being by here and all, it
makes it easier to ignore her and not speak to her... not a
problem on my part..cuz i'd just blow up on her...not that
i want to..i usually can't hold a grudge but family doesn't
do that to family and i don't put up with that shit..ya
know...i should give her a chance but she doesn't want it..
well on to the one subject that makes me
happy...boys...well so far...it might turn to bad but who
knows...so far it's happy...jimmy..i gotta do summin with
him soon..like hang out or summin..he's such a sweetie...
he really is...matt.. i miss that boy...he's the sweetest
most greatest guy in the world.... california here we
come..hehe...you got that right... nicholas..the bestest
friend anyone could ask for...always there when i need
him...always around... making me feel better...whether i'm
sad, mad, sick whatever..just a great friend...i gots to
go...i'll write more later.