SpazDuck25

My Fucked Up lil' World
2002-08-21 14:25:21 (UTC)

Welcome To My World

Ok So here i am, is anyone else disapointed about how
i turned out? Ok so My life bites the big one, and i can
prove it. I'm 14 i go to South Carrol High School, and i
live in Mt.Airy Md, The boring Capital of the universe. I
have a sucky job at a friggin farm and like all my friends
are stabbing me in the back. They talk about me when my
sholders are turned and i don't like it. We'll 5 days 'till
summer is over. 3 days 'till my bro. Jimmy leaves for
college. I allway thought that would be the best day of my
life, but now i am really not looking forward to it. My
bro. is actualy being nice, he took me shopping, and he is
going to take me bowling with him and his friends.one of
the small group of my friends who has not doubble crossed
me is Rita, and she is i think mad at me, because she has a
party and did not invite me, i am not mad about that, but i
feal bad b/c i know it is my fault, but i have no idea what
i did. I got these awesome 2-way radios yesterday, so when
me and a friend are at the mall we can both have one, and
when she is in another part of a store, i can tell her when
there are hotties behing her, lol.

I guess work is not that bad, but all the awesome
college kids are lesaving. But i have made 3 really good
new friends with these gurls from work.
AMY- Is a 16 year old gurl form Glenelg i have made good
friends with. She is soo funny, she sllways puts flowers in
her hat and she is ooo swweet.
JESSICA- Is a 16 year old gurl i also made friends with,
she goes to Glenelg, and is Amy's best friend, she is soo
sweet and she may have some problems, but hey, just more we
have in common.
RACHEL- Is a 15 year old gurl that goes to South Carrol,and
i knew her a little bit because she used to be in my study
hall when i was in 7th grade.She is a reall trip she is
hillarious and she is soo soo fun loveing.

I read some other diarys on this site, and i really like the idea
of closeing ur entry with a song that shows how u r fealing, so here
it goes:

Sing For The Moment

These ideas are nightmares to white parents,
Whose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings,
Like whatever they say has no bareing,
It痴 so scary, in a house that allows no swearing,
To see him walking around with his headphones blaring,
Alone in his own zone cold and he don稚 care,
He痴 a problem child and what bother痴 him all comes out,
When he talks about his fucking dad walking out,
Cuz he hates him so bad that he blocks him out,
If he ever saw him again he壇 prob値y knock him out,
His thoughts are wack, he痴 mad so he痴 talking back,
He痴 talking black, brainwashed from rock and rap,
He sags his pants, do rags, and a stocking cap,
His stepfather hit him so he socked him back,
And broke his nose,
His house is a broken home,
He has no control,
He just let痴 his emotions go,

We'll im geting bored of writeing!
LuV yA lOtS!

*Heather*





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