Ladynyx23

American Spirit
2002-08-21 00:44:22 (UTC)

A long journey waiting for you

I have travelled far since we were sitting in the apartment
together professing our neverending friendship. Why do i
love the fickle? Why can't things stay in one place? how
do people live through their passion like that? I have
changed and maybe for worse or better. I desire to go
through our lives together travell back through time
expieriencing everything again together so you may see how
i came to be this way and so i can see how you came to be
you. I have felt the change come over us both. Time
creates space between us like an ocean of memories
unshared. Still i dream of being by the side of my best
friend creating new memories and dreams in which we can
look to. I still wait for your call, letter, just a hello
to give me something to go on. Even bad news would be
welcom but just to hear your voice of assurance that we are
still close. All i get is a message of disconnection that
shivers my spine like sand paper rubbing together. Where
is that woman half of mine? What is it that she is so hard
up to find? And why can't she wind her way back this way
for a while longer? I am patient but maybe waiting for
nothing is usless. I know she needs to live her life, but
sometimes i wish that life were with me. I know i am just
a small creature.




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