No Matter How Hard I Try...
I knew today would suck when I didn't wake up
Well, I went to bed at 9:45 last night (I felt really sick
to my stomach and I was really really really upset) I woke
up at 5 when my alarm went off, fully awake. I knew I
should sleep longer because being that awake meant I hadn't
slept enough so I set my alarm and woke up at 5:20, then I
went back to sleep and didn't wake up till 5:45. I got in
and out of the shower and woke my sister up at 5:55. Yea, I
was late. I also sprayed hairspray DIRECTLY into my eye on
accident and I couldn't see out of my left eye for a while.
It was accidental, I wouldn't harm myself that much in the
morning or anytime on purpose. I made my sister and I miss
the bus cuz I wasn't ready. So, we caled Terry and he took
us to school..which is good.
My day was alright. First period we had a lot of work and
notes, Second period this kid really pissed me off bad. My
friend was upset second period so I talked to her too.
Third period was alright, I don't have to wear my uniform
tomorrow. (ROTC uniform for picture day) which is another
good thing. I didn't get much done 4th period in Art
Portfoilio. I had and have a fever, horrible headache, and
stomach ache. I felt like I was seriously going to puke
everywhere, but it's getting better now. I spray painted
some stuff (not good for headaches) and put glue on this
one thing. Other than that I just sat there, which isn't
good. I have a BUNCH to do tonight for that class. *sigh*
The bus ride was long. I really felt sick, I had those
really bad double over stomach pains like someone was
stabbing me...I really hate being sick...I don't just get
mild colds it gets bad and I catch everything.
"Oh you know it's just not that easy"
"You know I'm such a fool for you, you've got me wrapped
around your finger do you have to let it linger? Do you
have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger?"
Yeah, those are a couple of lines in some songs I was
listening to that kinda jumped out and bit my ass today. :)
I'm getting a LITTLE happier...Flagpole Sitta by Harvey
Danger is putting me in a better mood...great great song.