Dark Secrets
2002-08-19 17:01:56 (UTC)

how i wish someone would just..

how i wish someone would just send a msg to me here.. at
least i noe someone is reading what i write..and im not

i feel so he/ no one understands me. Im so
sick of him...and full of disappointment im abt to drown.
im not going to let myself drown in depression.....
how many cells in me died coz of all my depression for such
a long time, how many times a week...nearly everyday...
how weak and sickly ive become, im the one to blame.

im about to cry...but i must take a deep breath and tell
myself i cant cry. he is really being v bad to me. No one
can help me...they can only hear me.