Juliet

My Confessions
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Ezoic
2002-08-19 06:54:52 (UTC)

What A SLUT!

Dear Diary,

After lunch with Samantha I went back to my house and
Christian wanted me to go over and hang out at his house,
but after the whole incident with his brother walking in on
us i was like 'you come over here' so around 2 he came
over, and I had no clue how to act around him. Things were
so awkward, they've never been like that before. I mean he
comes over and the first thing he says is, "lets go up to
your room." and I'm like, does he want to go up to my room
just cuz my parents aren't here and he thinks he'll get
some action, or does he just want to go up to my room? So
not knowing what else to do we go upstairs and i open the
door to my room and guess who is there!?! COLLETE! So for
a full minute I swear we are all three completely silent
and staring at eachother, I mean talk about awkward!
Christian finally breaks the suffocating silence by
saying "hi collete, what's up?" And then she starts talking
to him! I'm not jealous, I swear, but I didn't like the way
they were talking! I was standing right there and she was
updating him on what happened in her weekend so far! So
then I give her this look like WTF are you doing?! and she
blurts out that she has to go pick up Tiffany (her best
friend-in my opinion a total bitch and a major slut!) and
she leaves. I wasn't jealous, I swear, but after knowing
how the two of them made out and since Sam is the one that
told me, they really must have been making out (isn't it
funny how NO ONE calls it "macking" anymore, that is so 7th
grade!haha sorry random I know), I just don't like the way
they were so casual together. UGH! So then we hang out
for a little bit in my room, doing ABSOLUTELY nothing. A
couple times he tried to kiss me, but I was still weirded
out by the whole cole thing that, that wasn't gonna
happen. Then Tiffany arrives, i felt like I was in a whore
house. It was absolutely horrible! She was all over
Christian! I didn't know what to do when Jay comes over.
Then Tiffany was all over Jay. I know I should have been
thankful that she finally got her paws off Christian, I
mean it was to the point where I was about to kick her
ass. She was like drapping herself all over him and he
wasn't doing much to push her away. And then Jay comes
over and Tiffany is like, "Oh my god, JT you are so cute!
Will you check my bra for me?" I mean she was throwing
herself at him. That pissed me off too! I REALLY don't
like Tiffany, and Cole wasn't doing anything to help me
out. I almost cheered when Jay was all, "look Tiffany, I
don't like you, stop doing this." I mean, you should have
seen the look on her face, it was so amusing. She finally
backed off Jay, but kept her attention on Christian. I was
afraid to leave him alone with her. So after about two
hours of sheer hell Tiffany and Collete left to go clubbing
or something and then it was just me, jay and christian.
And I thought things were gonna be awkward before! So
now it is the three of us and Christian looks like he is
over eager to get Jay to leave (which again makes me worry
that Sam was right and that he just wants to get me alone
so i will suck his dick or something). So I sorta didn't
want Jay to leave, but I also didn't want to lead him on,
in case Sam is right again and he does like me. So we all
just kinda hang out and we watch tv on the couch, when all
of a sudden Christian turns to me and starts kissing me. It
was so random! I was sitting in between Jay and Christian
and then he just starts making out with me. I mean I was
practically shoved into Jay's lap with Christian on top of
me!!! IT WAS HORRIBLE! So I sorta push him off me, but he
doesn't let up! I felt so bad for Jay, I mean its bad
enough being the odd one out, but we were pretty much
making out on top of him!!! Then Christian starts moving
his hands up my shirt, and I am like WTF?! So I started
physically pushing him off me. He is really strong, and
apparently not very smart cuz he didn't realize that i
wasn't into the getting felt up right in front of jay
thing, but finally I mangaged to throw him off me (it could
actually be seen as quite comical if it wasn't so
embarrasing) and he lands on the floor with a thud. And
there I am with my shirt up so high my bra is showing, and
I am on Jay's lap and he is staring down at me. I turned
so red! Then Christian got so pissed off, that I
embarrased him so much in front of his friend that he gets
up and is like "Sorry Juliet, but I gotta go." I am
like "Why?" And he's like "Um, I told my mom I'd be home by
dinner." So now I know he is lying for sure, and that
pissed me off so i'm like "okay, whatever." So he LEFT! Can
you believe that?! He up and left! So then it's just me and
jay....so awkward!
Love,
Juliet


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