Maysoon

Maysoon
2001-07-14 05:11:18 (UTC)

email to join christ

well friday was july 13 and was friday too , friday and 13
!!!!
i went to see a movie "28 days" for sandra bollock it was
fine and i like her movies ,,,i still feel lonley i have
never found love in my life theer as only one instance when
i was in real love with some one he turned out to be a
total jerk,, but i never found aguy who really loves me ,
i think itsquite rare these day even all the families i see
what got them together wasnt love just arranged marriages
and reagular sex then breed like goats ,, such a yuck!!!
i think all my depression will fade if i found the rigth
person and felt there is a person who really cares not for
money or sex but for me as a person some will lookeat my
heart b4 anything else,,,
i feel my heart is really heavy and i need to let those
feelings out ,,,will i find the right person some day i
dont know whati know is i waited for too long ,,,
anyways its amazing how things will turn out i live in a
society where changing my religion means me getting killed,,
but i doubt if a religion in which ppl pray 5 times a day
and fast a whole month and keep mentioning allah name and
still be great hypocrites is a good one...
religion means humanity and for me its more spiritual than
anything else of the mterial stuff in thier religion,
i do pray to god and jesus christ in secret and i cannot
reveal tis just today i got an email from a chritian group
in the us inviting ppl for on line churge ,, now that
cannot be just an email!! i was really in need and i showed
intrest in joining them




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