dvilgurl

me and my life
2002-08-19 02:29:18 (UTC)

to much stress

I just found this online diary thing and im glad i did i
have so much annoyance and shit on my mind right now i cant
think....i have my friend katie and well she did shit to me
and i cant seem to forgive her even though it isnt all her
fault..... i blame dave too. well katie knows that i have
had a crush on dave for like sooo long and she threw
herself at him so infront of me...... then told me she
didnt like him at all....bull shit....well she went behind
my back with him and now he aint talkin to me so
whatever.....but i just talked to her and she just grrrrrr
well she told me that infact she had lied....well i cant
take it to much i say but i have to keep it in till friday
then it is all over...i just have so much trouble trusting
people because of her it just isnt fair why do i go threw
all the shit and turmoil when she goes on having a great
life...why does the world turn this way why does the evil
alwasys win.... i try to be nice and forgive her but my
head wont let me im having trouble even trusting my best
friend with what i hear why why why like i know what allie
is sayign is true and that she cares for my feeling but is
my personal stuff safe with her is it safe with anyone
maybe i shouldnt tell anyone anything......but i feel that
i can trust her i just have a freakin voice in my head like
one that questions everything... i hate it just toooo much
sssstttttrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss




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