leia

I'm so wierd, but normal...i don'
2002-08-18 04:32:44 (UTC)

....I'm am so confused....

Jeremy(my boyfriend) who I've been dating for about a month
has really got me confused! I don't understand why he says
he'll call me when he gets back from vacation and then he
doesn't!?! Confusing much? But, the bad thing about this is
that I don't even know if I care that he hasn't called me.
We haven't been dating for very long and we don't even know
each other that well. I want to get to know him better, but
I think that he's only interested in the physical aspect of
our relationsip, which, by the way, we arne't very far
along in(which is a good thing). But, he's always pushing
to go further and I really don't see the need to, nor do I
want to.(By the way, if I use really stupid old English
terms like "nor" and other stuff that I'll probably use,
it's just because I've read one too many Jane Austen
novels!) Anyway....so yeah. who knows where this
relationship is headed...but I'm thinking that it will be
over by the time we both head back to school in September.
We go to seperate universities...which aren't that far
apart, but far enough to keep us from dating. And, also, we
both make school our #1 priority...which I don't
mind...school is really important to me at this point in my
life...I've got a lot of time to go and find the "right"
guy for me....or better yet...I won't worry about finding
him and I'll just trust that we'll bump into each other one
day. Maybe Jeremy will be "mr. right" But, at this point,
I highly doubt it.




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