GabrielT

The Shadow Of Evil
2002-08-17 04:39:51 (UTC)

Mood: Pissed Off

Nearly a month now. And its really getting to me, everybody
has started to ignore me because they blame me. Its not my
fucking fault, why the hell do they blame me all the time.
Anyways i wrote a poem

The cards lie on the table
Spelling my future
i am not in control
Fate is in the way

Nobody see's the real me
They still see me as heartless and evil
When i project the bieng of good
No one believes me

Why does my past haunt me
And fate torment me
Is there no alternative to this
Is there only one way out

my dreams of you are broken
All my hopes shatterd
I only wanted to love you but fate stood in the way
Why did the reaper have to pick you
Before your time was up

And why did he leave me when i am the one who wanted to go
Fate is my enemy
And yet it is my only hope of ever finding love again
Fate holds my cards
When i want them myself

All i wanted was to lay my own cards on the table
And not have anything in my path
but the reaper came for you when you where realising
The only one to realise who i am
What I am truely like

One day I will come to you
Perhaps soon
Perhaps never
Fate holds my cards
And it has shattered my life
Twisted my brain
And ripped out my heart

ALl my hopes
All my dreams
Shattered and broken
Left to rott away on the floor




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