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change machines and apple trees
2002-08-16 23:36:29 (UTC)

reality sinking in.....

i miss joe'l so much...on weds night, just before i had to
go home, *sigh*....saying goodbye to her was so
difficult...i started crying right there by my car. all i
could think about was 'this is the last time im going to
see joe'l for a long time.' the whole ride up to
tallahassee i was just thinking of her...she is an amazing
woman, and its going to be a struggle being unable to see
her everyday. a huge struggle...when i was hanging my
clothes up in my closet, marie put on a Halcyon cd, and i
started crying again.
i found the grey flannel that joe'l gave me, and i
smelled it, and they only thing i wanted in the world to
be able to hold her right then, and forever. i love you
joe'l. i know you'll probably read this...just remember
that i love you, and i'll see you as soon as i can. talk
to you later my love. ~danielle




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