jetstorm

big red room
2002-08-16 21:09:10 (UTC)

chocolate chips

hmmmm i dont know wuts goin on in my body. all i feel like
eating is chocolate chips and drinking MD and together they
dont do well in my body now i feel sick and shit and its
not good hmmm o well. i'm really bored i spent my entire
day online today. wow i live a busy social life.... anyways
i really need sum1 to talk to but i just dont know who to
call katie seems annoyed of me so i dont try talking to her
megan is at horse camp with kk and everytime i call eric
hes over at gerrys. i just dont know who to call. w/e i can
just deal with it. i always eventually do. i've been
thinking and i've thought about my body and how i actually
dont mind it and that i'm ruining it by cutting but u see
no one can see my cuts so it doesnt matter i just hope that
no one does find out cuz as far as everyone knows cept for
maybe like 1 or 2 ppl i've stopped completely. and thats
how i want it to be. i mean i know ppl r just looking out
for my welll being but no one will punish me when i'm wrong
so i take up that job.


all i want is forgiveness




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