just me, kitty

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2002-08-16 15:26:06 (UTC)

well i certainly don t write..

well i certainly don't write too much do i? i'm really
worried about my friend. see he's gay and i love him to
death but he met these guys online. one is 32 and the
other is 35. he's 14! how do i convince him to stop
talking to these people? i don't really mind him talking
to them but they want to meet him and because i love him i
don't want him to get hurt. not only is that bothering me
but i met this guy on;ine myself. we've been talking for
some time now. at least 6 months. he's four years older
than me. i'm afraid that i might be falling love with
him. he seem so different from all the guys that i have
dated. he actually seems to want me and not to just fuck
me and leave like many of my previous b/fs. i can't fall
in love with a guy i've never met yet. but i can't seem t
help it. we always talk abou t all the lovely thing we
wold do when we met and all the fun we would have. but i
don't know if he's even real. he seems too perfect. it
frightens me to think that i could love somebody so
blindly. i don't know what to do. i fell like a hypocrite
sometimes because i keep telling my friend that on;ine
romances always lead to dead ends but here i am feeling
like i am in love with a guy that i don't really know
exists. and another problem, i trust him completely. i've
actually thought of many ways in which we could actually
meet and what we would do and what it would be like. i'm
hopeless i know. if you have any advice for this tainted
lover's affair please i beg you give it to me.

kitty


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