Krystal Faerie

*~My New Life~*

I have decided to start living my life differently. I am
now being more active, I have been working out almost every
day and I love it. My mom bought me some diet pills that I
am taking to help me lose weight so I can enlist quicker. I
am enlisting in the United States Marine Corps.
I find myself doing a lot of thinking lately. I really
love Brandon, but at the same time, I know that we can't be
together right now. I am not trying to get over him because
I don't want to, but I am trying to make more friends. I am
not getting as jealous as I used to when Brandon tells me
he has female friends. I still do, but not anywhere as bad
as I used to.
I am making friends with a lot of people that are in the
Navy. I have Jon, Jeremy, Johnathan, Luke, and Josh. I am also
making friends with older people. I don't mean OLDER older,
but like 19, 20, 21. I like having other friends I can talk
to. Don't get me wrong, I love the friends I have, it is
just that we are in like a big circle and we know
everything about everyone. I like learning new things about
my friends.
I keep dreaming about what it is going to be like when I
go into the Marine Corps. I have a friend that I PT with
who just got out of boot camp. She said it was fun, if you
have the right mind-set. Well, my journal entry for today
stops here. I will be sure to write soon.

*Veronica*