eviserating_sylph

Presenting The Strongest Arguement Yet?
2002-08-15 05:36:54 (UTC)

look back at lyra

i remember when i found her diary
and read the entries
found the one about me
and it hurt so bad
i swore i'd never read some one else's diary again
she was the sister i looked up to

years pass

why here?
i'd of thought she'd have found one in a smaller cornor
or have picked a more unrecognizable name
and i waited for a stab
and it never came
she has a beautiful mind
i wanted to show katie how beautiful her mind is just so i
could make her realize how lucky i am to have a small look
into it
have a small part of me be allowed to be attached to her


i don't know what i would have done if she hadn't come back

i only agreed to let her go cause i knew there was hope that
she'd come back
otherwise i think i might have been prepared to keep her at
all stakes

i'm so selfish

she's telling me her dream
i love when she tells me her dreams
i want to hear every detail down to what color the walls
were
but i don't want to push
i'm just glad she lets me be here
that she's happy i'm here

i want more of those pills
that make me so fuzzy
i asked ann about her mom getting me some but she said no
i don't know if she even thought i was serious
they're beautiful to fall asleep to

i hear foots




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