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46 §titche§ acro§§ my wri§t§
2002-08-15 05:00:06 (UTC)

what.should.i.do? :'(

i could really use sum feedback tonight! if you read
please send even if it just says "i red it"

Ryan knew me 6 hours b4 asking me out

ryan knew me 16 before we planned a date

i guess your wondering where this is going... im getting
there hold on!

ryan knew me 2 days before he dumped me & we havent even
met yet our first date is days away! WHAT THE FUCK COULDA
HAPPENED IN 3 HOURS THAT MADE HIM DECIDE TO DUMP MY
ASS!?!?!?!

heres the letter i got:
I dont think this is Going to work out sorry..I still luv
yaz

Love ya
Ryan


i almost cried REJECTED 2 times in one week *i dont take
rejection well i have a disorder called dependancy and its
a key point with losing someone and rejection and right now
its too much 4 me to handle i wont turn suicidal or
anything (i dont think) but i could use a friend* i dont
know wether to cry or not waste my time!

i guess its better it happened now rather than when we got
real close na-mean!

im ganna be alone forever all because im too damn shy to
make a move and b/c im scared it wont work, and it never
does! I HATE LIFE from the words of "The New Guy" - "i wish
i woulda drown this summer"

Mood: a whole lot of Emptyness :'O

Earlier Mood: sick and shocked *-*


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