sweetaddiction

i fucking hate things i do..

i fucking hate things i do sometimes.
you know.
i do some pretty fucking stupid fuckgin shit.
and i end up hurting myself and a lot of other people in
the process.
but i still do it.
lol.
yeah.
i fucking suck in certain parts of me.
and i get brittany fucking preaching her
change it change it
shit at me
and im just like
you know.
im not STUPID.
its like the whole physcially hurting yourself thing.
in a different way.
i think im goign to fall asleep right now
today was horrible.
i want it to just go away..
and you know
today was horrible because III made it horrible lol
funny
mashochistic.
huh.
lol.
fuck it man
what fuckng ever i hate myself for tihs shit
i always do this.
even though i really fucking cared abotu her this time.
you know.
this wasnt bullshit.
and now its been like degraded to that.
becase of MY actions.