Sarahbellum

sucking the hind tit

He says he can't understand me
He can not fathom my pain
How many contradictions can one person be
Where do I place the blame?
My shoulders are strong under their load
I'm not sure I want anymore
Are my waters too deep and dangerous
Do I make it impossible to explore?
The recesses of my mind keep backing
farther and further away
With all the pushing and pulling I do
How can I expect him to stay
Did I build the walls too thick
Or were they too easy to scale
Am I losing sight of the beauty
Wrapped up in building my own hell
If I don't know why I am crying
Why do I waste my time
Beating on soundproof windows
Pulling tight on the line
He says I am unfathomable
Choking on selfpity drowning in selfdoubt
But he is the only one that knows me
My beauty and my blemishes; inside and out