Order In Chaos

Order In Chaos
2002-08-13 21:19:46 (UTC)

peaking out now and then

spent yesterday with him
closed my eyes
but it won't last
never does
life sneaks up
beats you up
corners you
who knew being loved was like this
i wonder if i deserve this
i don't know how to trust anyone
no one gave me reason to, prior
i'm trying to get used to this though
but a part of me is keeping distance
remaining in hiding
peaking out now and then