sariki

My so called life.
2002-08-13 20:52:26 (UTC)

Errands

Well the days are starting to brighten and my attitude
towards life is starting to go back up again. It will take
a while, but it's getting there.

Today has been a pretty "normal" day. I went out with my
mom and grandma for a while.. then we met up with my dad
and went out to lunch together. Afterwards we dropped my
grandmother off back at her house and went to the
supermarket. There i saw Jay... I said hi, but its so hard
to be around Tom's friends now.. Even just seeing him at
work, i felt like I didn't belong talking to him. I wish
that would change but I have a strong feeling it won't.

Then I went to my work to get a leave of absence form to
fill out. Sooo many people are leaving, which makes me feel
better, but its going to feel weird without a job. But at
least I'll live my senior year to the fullest without one.

I saw my boyfriend(?) Mike there. He was hanging out with
our mutual friend Dana. Though I am not at all pleased with
what he has been doing lately, I feel like I need someone
to be there for me, So we are trying to work things out, as
long as he stops the bad things hes been up to. If he
breaks his promise of quitting, then I doubt there is
really any relationship left to save. So i guess all i can
do is wait, see, and hope he keeps his word.

Later tonight I am going over Tom's house to visit with his
mother. I have a few things I would like to give her and I
think it would do some good for us to see eachother.

I'll keep ya posted as to what happens in the future...
Most likely I will write more tonight.




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