July 11, 2001 7:06pm
You know what I'm afraid of? I am afraid that I am going
to become egotistical. Ever since Steve broke up with me,
I feel like a million bucks. It's strange.. you'd think I
would feel the exact opposite. But for some reason I feel
so damn happy and important, I'm afraid I may take this
feeling too far.
On the drive home from work today I was blaring music (as
always) and singing along, when I suddenly realized how
damn happy I am. I had a huge smile on my face, and even
started laughing for no apparent reason lol Am I losing my
So tired.... I don't know why. I slept fine last night.
Even though I'm happy, I still have a lot on my mind. Why
this incessant(sp?) need to prove myself? I'm happy with
myself.. that isn't the issue here. For some reason I feel
the need to show everyone this.
Ok nuff serious stuff.
Sextus LET's go get a drink at the bar... will you LET me
Huggles and kissums,