Rainbows, Ice-a-ma-cream, and Lemonade
Dude, Where's My Car?
Hi again. Nothing much has happened in the past few
days, so I haven't really written. I rented Dude, Where's
My Car, it was okay.
A lot of girls have responded to my ads for meeting
another girl for "friendship, maybe more". None of them
interest me though. They all seem fake or scary. I'm just
looking for a real person, like me, to experience my first
lesbian experience with. I'm so attracted to girls, and
frustrating because I can't just jump on my best friend or
anything. I'm not the kind of girl who "comes on" to people
(especially not women, I'm afraid of scaring them).
Whatever, my day will come. One girl was really nice, and
we were both very interested in each other, but of course,
she ended up living in England, so that's not going to
Ryan and I planned our wedding CD's last night. We're
just going to have 2 (about 50 or 60 songs with our
burner). I managed to get a couple of Ashly-style songs in
there (Powerpuff Girls- "Love Makes The World Go Round",
and a song from Charlotte's Web- "Something More I'm
Feeling Must Be Love").
That's all for now, bye!