blondechic

BLONDIE
2001-07-11 17:05:54 (UTC)

HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO STUPID!

i cant believe i was actually thiking about suicide. my
firends online hae made me realize how important it is to
live and that suicide is a selfish act. i realize my family
would miss me so much. and i love thema dn i wouold never
wanna hurt them. i havent tried throwing up lately and i
hope i never will again. it was scary just trying two times.
i am going to saint george, utah tomorrow and meet my
parents so we can go up to south dakota. thats gonna be
fun. on sunday i am going to meet my online friend kayla.
i got her a curious george shirt that said get curious.i
hope she'll like it. ne ways,yesterday i went shopping and
got two pairs of paris blues pants and a new pair of shoes
( i love shoes) this may sound wierd but i cant wait to go
back to school and see all my friends.