Aa-chan

Diary of a Deranged Fangirl
2002-08-12 13:52:45 (UTC)

My Last Week

Well it's my last week in Philadelphia. Uh... It's
strange. I'm looking forward to leaving, but there's a
part of me that really doesn't want to go. But what am I
going to do if I stay here. Go back to the crappy job, the
crappy school, and an otherwise lack luster existance.
Besides, everyone is so proud of me actually taking a huge
risk like this and leaving. Actually, I proud of myself
for wanting to actually do this.

There's so much stuff for me to do before I actually hit
the road. I still have a bunch of stuff that needs
washing. I still have stuff to pack up. I have to choose
which posters are going with me, and which ones stay here.
I have to order my laptop. But this is what I do. Wait
until the very last second and the scramble around doing
everything at once. And I have such grace under pressure
too...

*That's a lie!!!*

Well, I know next week will more than likely be a huge
disaster zone. And what's worse I won't have any diary to
complain to. Ah, what a revolting situation! If I put in
the order today, I won't have my computer until sometime in
early September. God, three whole weeks without a
computer... It's going to be hell!

I know I could go to the computer labs, but some schools
have a time limit to be on their computers. Besides, I'd
much rather sit in my room and be on my own computer.
Something I can say I've never had the luxury of before.
Ah, to have to ability to go on the computer anytime I
wanted to, instead of just at certain times. Oh bliss
bliss bliss bliss bliss bliss bliss bliss!!!!! Now, I can
go on aim when everyone else is on. And I won't be the
only odd ball on wondering where everyone is.

Besides, I think during my first semester at my new lovely
school, I will only take Tuesday and Thursday classes.
Just until I can get settled in. I know that all colleges
and stuff are probably alike, but I have to get adjusted to
a few extra things, like a time zone, weather, moose
chasing me from class to class, you know those kinds of
things. I really want to take things slowly. I would like
to graduate in two years, but I'm not going to push
myself. I would also like to actually do well in school.
So after the first hellish week when I arrive, I just want
to take things at a snails pace to begin with and then
maybe if I'm well adjusted (and I probably will be), then
I'll go to school everyday. Besides, if I only go two
days, maybe I can find another job while I'm out there and
if not, then hell, it's good to have a four day weekend
every week. It gives me plenty of time to relax and get
classwork and other stuff done!

Woo-hoo: It's almost leaving time!

Barf: So much to do and silly me, I don't feel like doing
it!

Current Song: Wands's More Than Anyone Else In The World




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