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Idiocy
2002-08-11 23:29:32 (UTC)

HAHAHAHAHA

How funny can people be? I mean really if you ask someone
a question and avoid the answer and then deny when you call
them on it...hmmmm stupid people. They must think I am
truly an idiot to fuck with me like this either that or
they think I am calm, safe that they can't push me to a
point where I fuck with their heads so bad that they jump
off bridges. If they happen to see this entry......they
should know.... that I am currently laughing about
them. "oh I love him so much, oh so much, I love him I
love him" Great thats nice if you are IN love with him
then show him don't tell him you fucking moron. I am
highly annoyed and if she says she loves me one more time
while I am thinking that she is not my friend I may slap
her. I just might. At least until I figure out if she is
my friend or if she is screwing with my head because right
now my head is spinning. Its all good though, right? I
think, maybe, perhaps I'm not quite sure. So many names
swimming around in my head. I can't figure out if I am
upset with her, with me, with him or with the others..... I
just don't know anymore. I only know that it needs to stop
and it needs to stop now. Where is Ashelea when I need to
talk with her? She always gave good advice. Why are
friendships so hard for me to have, why do I feel used all
the time, why does it seem like no one cares? Why am I on
this thing writing again, has it really been that long that
I have been able to vent?

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