Cold chillin

Bernie Calderon
2002-08-11 07:04:10 (UTC)

One decision i look back upon

everyone talks about how they made a decision in their
lives that changed them forever. i was talkin to my friend
adriana about dis a moment ago, and that decision has 2 b
when i decided 2 go 2 jr college instead of str8 2 M.I.T
(ok UCR but hey i gotta dream).
that decision was for me 2 either go 2 ucr or stay home and
go 2 jc. in all actuality, if my mom had not gotten
pregnant, i would be in ucr no doubt. but when the thought
of me bein a big bro and everythin goin on stayin in
barstow was right. i was kinda mad @ first about da idea,
but havin 2 burden my parents wit payin 4 mah skool and
havin 2 start over again and raise a child, the choice was
easy. plus, the least i could do is help raise him since
im gonna b gone anyway.
many people out there think i juss postponed my life 2 b
wit becca one more year. well 2 clear all dat, ur wrong.
ok well maybe it played a small part in mah decision, but
in the long run, it was about me and my family. They mean
the world 2 me and now a lil bro has blessed my life. Sure
maybe this decision has caused me a lot of probs and
tribulations, but the rewards outweigh anythin dat could
have been thrown @ me. well im out....holla front

Bernie




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