gabby

cosmic ski slopes
2001-07-11 01:17:48 (UTC)

Tidbits (BULL SHIT)

Well, I've gotten lots of applications in now. First was
Yale, then Boston University, and finally University of
Southern California. USC is the only one I'm even checking
out for real, it's my 2nd choice, to NYU ofcourse. I guess
it's kind of good news that I'm getting all that stuff, the
ONLY good news...

Otherwise in my life there is still the wannabe bf that is
Nick, we still haven't spoken as usual... the missing in
action best friend of Hun and the prisoner of work Brian
who hasn't even called since the last day of finals.

I started Toe today, my first class was KILLER! I go again
tomorrow. my feet hurt sooo bad, but it's ok. it''ll be
worth it when i'm dancing in college or at my own stupid
even.

YOU KNOW WHAT??? EVERYTHING IS EXTREME BULLSHIT RIGHT NOW.
sara FINALLY takes the time to speak to me and it's because
she's having problems with her boyfriend and his ex-gf...
HOW FUCKED UP IS THIS SITUATION??? I WANT TO TELL EVERYONE
AND THEIR BROTHER TO SCREW-OFF BUT IF I DO, where will I be?

I JUST WANT MY LIFE TO GO BACK TO NORMAL!!!!!!!! why can't
it?? why can't I just wake up in the morning and go to
school and be a junior and be happy and be with nick and
talk to my best friend... why do I want to cry righ tnow
for no FUCKING REASON????