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trish
2002-08-11 02:02:37 (UTC)

blah... what a night... well it..

blah... what a night... well it was less drama then last
night, even though last night was a lot more fun, had all
these options on what to do tonight, and then chose to do
summin with michelle and yeah... then she wasnt home when i
went to her house, so now whats my saturday night? sitting
at home cuz the movie already started, everyone is already
at sprizos, and chris is gone now:( so know what forget
this crap... ill just do w/e works, not try to make things
work that i know arent! blah very boring day though,
tomnorrow should be a lot more fun! so that is good:) could
always go outside and play bball with my neighbor, but ahh
naw.. im kinda in not the best mood and i dont wanna be all
crabby at him for no reason! i just really felt like doing
something tonight! cuz i never fricken can ne more, cuz of
color gaurd, drivers ed etc.. the only time open is on
weekends, and a few days during the week:( but ohhhh well i
really wanted to do summin with cory, doug and his gf on
tuesday but cant cuz of cg, but i like it so its all good:)
really am liking ppl i shouldnt though and it totally sux!
im not causing problems atleast cuz no one knows how i
feel, but its wierd keeping it inside expecailly when there
could be a good relationshop, but cant cuz of another
friend liking them it sux! its like omg, now just cuz you
start liking him, i shouldnt be able to go out with him?
but i guess i might get mad if it were the other way
around! i just want peck right now, and yeah coulda been
with him too, but said no to that cuz of doing summin with
michelle:( peck and jason are awesome and one only wants
fwb, and the other cant even like or no one can know i like
because otherwise i die:( so ohhhh well! and doug i luv
that boy but there are an unbelievable amount of problems
that could go along with that:( well im outta here... ttyl
trish




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