lilliana

lilliana
2002-08-11 01:23:07 (UTC)

Bitter as fucking hell

I can't believe I just opened that door...it's been so
long. Verger's still around a bigger loser now than he was
back then. How fucking cheap. Anywho, I decieded I would
nosey around and read up some of his past shit that I had
come to admire. It was pretty lame. I feel like such a jerk
for admiring someone like that. Arrogance really pisses me
off. Another thing that "pisses me off" is the fact that Im
even writing in this stupid journal anyway. How fucking
hypocritical. So cheap. I wonder if anyone will read this?
If people will say anything meaningful in my inbox. I guess
it wouldn't matter regardless..
I laugh now when I think about the real reason
for this "online diary". Attention. pure. simple. And Im
damn sure that's the motive for a lot of the other
participants. THe mere reason that mommy and daddy doesn't
spend enough time listening to their selfish whining and
they feel isolated from peers so what better way then to
complain about it online? This site is the work of a fuckin
genius, a mad man even. Teens and loser adults complaining
over the things they wish they had or had more of...