Cute Chaos

Trouble
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2002-08-10 18:30:02 (UTC)

Wet Eyes 2

Last night Korrie was on the internet. She IM'ed me and we
started to talk. I was already in a pissy mood so I was
being really snappy. She started to brag about what she was
doing over the last few days and I told her that I could
not talk with her right now. She asked why and I told her
because I was flipping out over her last night and I just
did not want to talk with her. She kept asking questions
like how she could cause me so much pain and all of this
other stuff. Finally, I gave her a link to my dairy and
told her to read. Then I explained how I felt. That she is
overbearing, self centered, desperate, superficial, always
wants to glory, that i felt excluded, ect. We talked about
it. She was really upset. I kept telling her that it was
just how I felt. I am sorry but I can't help it! We kind of
got everything straightened out. I was cry like the entire
time and I had gave myself a really big headache so I could
not think to clearly. I also got into a fight with Jessi. I
have never fought with Jessi. I don't think everything is
cleared up with her though. I feel really bad. It was my
fault. I started to take thing out on her. I don't know why
I did but I did. There was one thing that they did want me
to stop tough. Other than that I guess I am a really damn
good friend. I have to stop complaining about how I am fat
around them and that I am ugly, because they don't want to
hear about it because they think that I am super skinny and
that I am looking to them for sympathy. The last thing I
need is sympathy. I just want someone to talk with. They
also want me to stop comparing myself to people because I
will never live up, and that I should stop trying to
achieve the super model skinny look. That is what I want to
do though, so I am going to try really hard to make it come
true. I just hope that everything works out alright. I
don't want to lose them as friends.

~Alex


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