Psyfinity

Born to Bounce
2002-08-09 03:27:52 (UTC)

Dreams of the Dead

REcently I've taken up an old habit of recording my dreams.
this is always hard when the alarm wakes you up in the
morning, the dreams just seem to slip out of your mind in
the little time it takes you to think "not already!"

though i've kept it going since the 6th now, i know it's
only 3 days and all, but still. Sometimes i think i'm
dreaming, and then i realise i haven't fallen alseep yet! i
record those "visions" as well, as i read somewhere that
they can be visions of past lives.

i'm inclined to believe in reincarnation and past lives,
and if my dreams try to tell me something, i don't wanna be
not listening. i know there's alot of god fearing people
out there who probably think "what a load of crap", but i
chose to not believe in anything but myself, i'm not gonnna
spend my life appologising for having sex, thinking bad
thoughts and doing non-christian things. ah well, getting
off track...

i hope to remember my dreams better in the future, the
ability can be trained almost to perfection, i know this,
because i've done it before. i just hope i can keep my
enthusiasm up this time. i've got that nice big dream
journal, and my little leather bound purple book, for the
scribblings in the morning.

I had this weird vision the other night of standing in a
brick doorway, short cut light green grass outside, an old
man in front of me, about 65 years old, with big glasses
and darkly tanned skin. he tries to smile nicely at me but
i'm afraid of him, his very ppresence makes me petrified. i
guess it could have just been a dream, but i could smell
the smoke from his cigarette, the sunlight on my
face...plus, like i said, i hadn't fallen alseep yet. all
this info in just a matter of seconds.

nah, didn't get struck by lightning yet... :)




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