sweets

*Sweets*
2002-08-08 21:59:57 (UTC)

well well well......

I saw my Joel today! hehehe *sigh* I'm thinking about going
back to writing again. Maybe I'll make my own little
poetry/story book. I could make copies for all my friends.
That'd be nice. I could probably put a book together with
all the writing I've done already. Oh yes, and I have my
art portfolio too. I should start that again, since I'll be
in Designs this year. I'm actually looking forward to
school this year. It should be fun. My senior year! Yes! My
last year and I can leave this place. I can't wait. Well,
me and Joel have been going out for 1 month and 2 days. lol
I'm counting down to the day. haha It's been great. I
should really finish those 2 songs I wrote too. lol They've
just been sitting there in my room for almost a year now.
And no one's ever seen them. I doubt I'll ever let anyone
see them. I don't know why. Oh well. I was so hyper last
night. It was crazy, and very embarrassing, since Joel was
over. He's never seen me like that. But he got a kick out
of it so it's ok. My stupid dad moved the computer into his
room, so now I can't stay online until early morning. grrr
oh well, as soon as save enough money I'm getting myself a
laptop and I can have it whenever I want it. hm...that's
sounds like something else. lol nevermind. It's about time!
My parents divorce is final as of this morning! No more
little talks and arguments about my mom being a deadbeat.
But it's all good now. Things are actually looking up for
me. I'm not depressed anymore, I smile a lot more than I
used to. I have a very good bf, who takes care of me when I
need it. Though I don't need it a whole lot lately but it's
still good to have someone there for you, right? :) The
issue with my parents has been resolved, and so has the
issue with Dave. The only thing that's in any way bad right
now, is the fact that I'm 18 and I don't have a job, and my
bank account consists of a few cents over $16. And my truck
isn't working right now. Other than those few minor
details, I'm perfectly happy where I am. I'm more
comfortable with myself lately too, thanks to Joel. He
makes me feel so good about myself. And it's not just the
outside either, it's my whole being. I'm actually starting
to like who I am. It's all coming together piece by piece.
I guess that's all for now, I'll come on later and maybe
add a comment or something.




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