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LouDog
2002-08-08 19:22:50 (UTC)

Today just doesn't feel like today..

Well, just as I said, it doesn't feel like today. What do
I mean by that? I don't really know, but at the same time
I feel as though that's the best way for me to describe
it. It doesn't feel like a Thursday, it doesn't feel like
it's only a day away from the weekend, and it doesn't feel
like I'm at work, even though I am. I'm tired-maybe that's
why? I asked Kerri to hang out tonight-god, I hope I'm not
too tired. She's pretty easy going though so even if I AM
tired, we don't do things like rock climbing or free form
break dancing. I'll probably give it a shot if she calls
me up.

I feel so lousy today, truly. I have a lot of fibro shit
going on in my legs. I think that might relate to why I'm
so tired, too, but I dunno. I guess I refuse to believe
that I really feel terrible, even though I acknowledge it
all the time. Can you actually do that? Acknowledge
something but not believe it? To me acknowledgement is an
act of confirmation. Well, whatever...at any rate I know I
feel lousy but I try to keep myself moving on so that I
forget all about it. Yeah, if that worked how good would
that be? I'm all for it-show me the way.

I just need a long nap. I have to call Kerri when I get
in, and make a run to see Jason, hopefully. It's about
that time. Well, regardless, that's about it. It feels
better to write than to not, but sometimes writing seems so
pointless when really you have nothing to say.




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