OhBaby It Is Me

MY SO-CALLED LIFE
2002-08-08 03:30:14 (UTC)

Unwanted News

I knew that I shouldn't have called Chrissy to do
clothes tonight. If I didn't then I never would have gone
through what I did. Man I wish I never picked up that
phone. I am so pissed right now, luckly Brian picked me up
and we went to Taira's with Jeff Travis and Beth. No one
was talking to me but that's fine b/c I wasn't in the mood
to talk anyways. So we had gone to McDonalds and we were
eatting and then Jeremy came over. It was the perfect
ending to a horrorable night. This just proves to me that
I honestly don't want anything to do with any of these
people. And tonight is the end. I want nothing to do with
any of them. No more backseat, none at all. If Jeremy
likes Chris and Chris likes Jeremy, they can have each
other, and if Travis likes Jamie, then he has to fight with
Brian for her. It pisses me off that he didn't even care
enough to want to take me home. I'm so upset, there is so
much that happened tonight that I will make sure that will
NEVER happen again. I'll make sure of it with every breath
I take. I hate everything that happened tonight and I hate everyone
involved. Ya know, I can't believe that she lied to me, and that
there was something that she didn't tell me and that I had to hear
from someone that had no right to know at all. Why do I bust my ass
for all these people when all they do is shove it back up there. I
can't understand why I am suppose to be sensative to others feelings
when no one gives a fuck about mine. No people lie to me and talk
shit behind my back. I don't let it get to me though, they can all
go fuck off. I'm not going to be anything for anyone, if someone
needs to talk to me, they sould take the God damn inisative and talk
to me their fucking self. What the fuck can I do to them. I am so
pissed with everyone that I don't even want to think of it. I'm out