a 14 yr old gurl

life sux sumtimes
2002-08-07 08:34:49 (UTC)

sadness

okay, this is my diary. ppl know about my other one, and i
don't really want some ppl to read this, so i am going to
write in a new diary. i just found out some bad news. one
of my really good friends just told me something. she isn't
my best friend, but she is good enough for me to really
care about her. i told her that i was listening to 'iris'
by the goo goo dolls. it is my favorite song of all time,
and i told her that. i said that i liked ot because i
listened to it when i got really depressed. she didn't know
that i get depressed. she wants me to be happy. she has a
good reason. she told me how in 6th grade, she was seeing
her best friend in cali, and she woke up and found her
friend hanging over her, dead. she had hung herself after
my friend had gone to sleep. she found her. she told the
girl's mom and she sent her on a plane back to washington
that day, and she never knew what happened. then she said
that another one of her friends tried to hang herself, but
she stopped her. i can not believe how much she has been
through. i always thought she was the girl that didn't have
any problems and she was so happy all of the time. i would
never have imagined that her best friend killed herself and
she was there.




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