AngelJ15

Sometimes it be that way

I'm listening to Jewel and she keeps singing that line and
now it's in my head so thats why its the title.

I'm in the week when theres water pills instead of hormone
pills in my birth control and I always feel very icky that
week. I haven't started to feel it yet, but it's a matter
of time. I didn't do much today. I was out really late last
night so I slept until like 10 and then got up went to the
gym, got a Chai and then came home and ended up falling
asleep watching Romy and Michelle's highschool re-union on
TV. I woke up at 5, took a quick shower and then went to
practice. I was almost late- I shouldn't have taken that
shower probably. It was very hard tonight, we learned 4
dances. I got it but I need to practice which I'm going to
do tomarrow. I talked to Luke on-line tonight. It was cool,
I'm trying to bring things back to when we were first
friends and there was no shit involved and so far it's
going fine. But, I have to admit I still get a jump in my
stomache when I see his name on the caller ID. I love the
kid, he's so special. I just wish that in the future he and
I will be in the same place where we will want to be with
each other like now. But un-like now I hope that I'm more
secure which is what his problem is w/ me and that he's
willing to put more into the relationship-which is my
problem w/ him. *Sigh* Life sucks sometimes but I hope I'll
come out of this stronger. I tend to do that with
situations where I start out feeling like shit about it.

*Break me
Take me
Just let me fill your arms again
Break me
I'll let you make me
Just let me feel your love again

Feels like being underwater
Now that I've let go and lost control
Water kisses fill my mouth
Water fills my soul.*-Jewel