Arwin002

somethings you shouldnt know
2002-08-06 02:18:53 (UTC)

Why are people so oblivious?

I am so hating on eli right now, geez. I mean maybe I
would take this whole never talk to me thing easier if he
actually took the time to explain it instead of telling me
to fess up and deal with my problems. I got sick again
today and this time it actually scared me, I dont know
what it is and I have some notion that it has to do with
my mom and what she has but in reality who knows.
This is the first night that I havent been aware of where I
was working the next day but it is too late to go and call
so I suppose I ll just have to pray its somewhere a little
slower and with ok people. I think im gonna go read the
bible now, a little each night to help clear my mind.

I talked to my mom tonight and she seemed really
weird, i dont like it when she sounds like that. Makes
me feel like i did something wrong.

Erik called me but I dont know, we really didnt talk. So
much for that anyhow I have to go to sleep and he has
to understand that due to my time constraints, I really
dont have time to talk to anyone.

I talked to ryan about things yesterday and him and
mike helped a lot with making me feel better. Plus i just
realized that the final isnt due till the 10th and not the
8th so now I feel a little bit more relieved. Just a little
though cause it is still a lot of work. Well it is off to bed
for me and if anyone of them got any more blind and
retarded i just might laugh...


oh and shawn is trying to hook me up with his freind,
we are talking shawn here. Does he not know that there
is no way in hell i will do that, I mean COME ON THINK
ABOUT THIS. Geez what does he take me for? Stupid
question, I dont respect him at all, nor will I ever. Words
to the wise, you dont need alcohol to be happy, itll only
ruin you in the end




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