tarletondiva

Trials and Tribulations
2002-08-05 19:13:55 (UTC)

Graduation week!

Well, it's finally the Monday before Graduation. I'm so
excited. I just want my damn diploma! :)

Everything is going extremely well, not that that should be
a surprise to anyone. I got my car last week. My first
new car--I didn't think I'd get one for about 6 months, but
Allen was determined to get me one. He says I deserve it.
I'm starting to believe that he might be right, although I
don't like to think of myself "deserving" material things.
THat sounds so self-serving and without substance.
Hmmm...to not like some of the sides to yourself is an
interesting proposition...

Our marriage is still as wonderful as ever. I love seeing
him at night when he gets home, cooking dinner, and just
enjoying each other's company. I'm beginning to see that I
am a lot more domestic than I ever would have admitted to
myself--it cramps my image :) LOL.

My dad will be here on Friday. I haven't seen him in a
year. I can't wait. I hope everything goes off without a
hitch. I'm fixing fajitas, pico, etc. for everyone on
Friday night and then we're having the little reception at
the house on Saturday.

I haven't heard from Justin at all since we moved. I
thought I gave him my phone number, but I can't remember.
I really hope he's doing okay. I miss talking to him. I
think I'll email him today. Hopefully he'll be there on
Saturday. I'd be surprised if he wasn't. We always agreed
that when we broke up we would still be there for each
other. I wonder if he feels like I'm not there for him
anymore. I hope not. I need to think about that.

I just got an email from Ben Swaim, this guy in my logic
class last semester. Out of the blue, he email my Tarleton
account, which means he looked it up, because I didn't give
it to him. Obviously, he doesn't know that Allen and I got
married. I kinda dropped that in there, just so he would
know. I'd like to have lunch with him or something
though. He's a cool guy. I'm sure he'd be a great friend.

We went out for Becca and Brett's Bachelor/-ette party on
Saturday. We ended up at a titty bar--interesting
experience. Becca and I were drunk. Allen was on chill,
watching us be stupid. I don't think he appreciated it
when a stripper took a dollar out of my cleavage with her
teeth. It was a joke--I think that stuff just weirds him
out a little, which I can understand. It's strange though,
the longer we're together, the less sexually repressed he
becomes--ropes, feathers..all kinds of stuff. It's
fun! :) That's just one thing that he still doesn't feel
confortable with. I think he might think that I would
think he was a pig or something if he said that that
interested him (did that even make sense?!) Him...married
sex is interesting. My period withstanding, there has been
one night since the night we first slept together that we
haven't had sex. We both have such a high sex drive, that
I don't think I'll ever have to worry about not getting
any. :) Plus, every night that we have had sex, he's gone
down on me at least once. Sex lasts like over an hour.
Pretty much that's what our nights are devoted to--not much
TV watching anymore! :) LOL Hopefully it stays like this,
but I'm not naive enough to actually believe that, as time
wears on, things won't change a little. :) THat's fine
too. I just love being married to him. He's still as
perfect as he was the day we met--so what if it was only 4
months ago! :) HAHA

Well, I'm better go. I'll write more soon. I've got Cheer
practice again this week. That seems to be going well.
I'm just ready to start teaching. Sitting at home is for
the damn birds! :)




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