naughttychild

ANARCHYCOOKBOOK
2001-07-09 03:02:35 (UTC)

chaotic bathwater

HERE'S MY NEW PROBLEM FOR THE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!
REALLY FOR THE NIGHT THOUGH. ANYWAYS........
I WENT TO MY COUSIN'S BASEBALL GAME AND I MET
THIS NICE GUY THERE BUT I DID NOT LIKE HIM AT ALL
IN THAT SORT OF WAY. HE IS NOT MY TYPE AT ALL.
ANY WAY WE WERE TALKING AND HE WAS JUST TELLING ME
ABOUT HIS SCHOOL AND SHIT, AND I ASKED WHAT HE WAS
DOING....... THINKING WE COULD JUST BE FRIENDS.....
U KNOW?¿ HE SAID NOTHING AND THAN ASKED WHAT I WAS
DOING AND I SAID SOME FRIENDS AND I WERE GOING TO THE
MOVIES, AND I SAID THAT IF HE WOULD LIKE TO COME HE
COULD. SO WE ALL WENT TO THE MOVIES AND HE KEPT TRYING
TO HOLD MY HAND AND SHIT BUT I KEPT MOVING AWAY FROM HIM.
I FELT KINDA RUDE AND I DIDN'T WANT TO BE MEAN,
BECAUSE I KNOW IF I LIKED A GUY AND THEY DIDN'T LIKE
ME I WOULDN'T WANT THEM BEING ALL RUDE TO ME. SO I TRIED
TO TALK TO HIM AND IT WAS KIND OF AWKWARD, BECAUSE A GUY
I KNEW FROM SCHOOL WAS SITTING NEXT TO ME AND WE HAVE
A LOT IN COMMON BUT I'M NOT SURE IF I LIKE HIM LIKE
THAT....... (CONFUSED AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!) ANY WAY......
HIS FRIEND WAS NEXT TO HIM THAT LIKED ME AND I AGAIN
FELT BAD BECAUSE I DIDN'T LIKE HIS FRIENDS LIKE THAT!
I KNOW IF I'M CONFUSING I DON'T MEAN TO BE............
BUT NOW YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL. I'VE BEEN STRESSING ABOUT
THIS FOR ABOUT AN HOUR NOW. AND TO TOP THINGS ALL OFF...
WHEN WE WERE WALKING OUT OF THE MOVIE A GUY I KNEW
WAS OUT THERE AND WE STARTED TALKING AND WE DECIDED TO
HANG OUT SOME TIME, AND OH MY GOD IT WAS SUCH CHAOS....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYTHING HAPPENS TO ME AT THE WRONG TIME..............
AND IF YOU THINK THAT'S BAD YOU SHOULD HERE THIS........
WE WERE ALL OUTSIDE THE THEATER AND THE OTHER TWO GUYS
FROM SCHOOL WERE HACKING AND I JOINED IN. THAN I WAS GETTING
READY TO LEAVE AND I SAID GOOD-BYE TO THE GUY THAT LIKED
ME, AND THAN I WENT TO SAY GOOD-BYE TO THE GUY FROM SCHOOL
I HAD A LOT IN COMMON WITH, AND I GAVE HIM LIKE A FRIENDLY
LITTLE HUG, AND HE PULLED ME IN AND KISSED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND I REALLY HOPE THAT THE GUY THAT LIKED ME DIDN'T SEE
THAT BECAUSE I WOULD'VE FELT REALLY BAD AND AS YOU CAN
TELL...... I STILL DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT SEE THE THING IS.......... I THINK THE GUY THAT LIKED
ME DID SEE, BECAUSE HE WALKED AWAY SO QUICKLY TALKING
ON HIS CELL-PHONE... AND BY THE TIME I TURNED AROUND...
HE WAS GONE. AND EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T LIKE HIM LIKE
I WASN'T ATTRACTED TO HIM OR ANYTHING...................
I STILL FEEL GUILTY A LITTLE BIT, BECAUSE I DON'T WANT
TO BE KNOWN AS SOME STUCK UP LITTLE BITCH..............
THE GUY THAT LIKED ME SAID I WAS BEAUTIFUL IN SPANISH..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
GOD I FEEL LIKE A LITTLE BITCH THAT IS SELF CENTERED..
AND I DON'T WANNA BE KNOWN AS THAT. I WANT GUYS TO THINK
I'M KEWL TO HANG WITH.. (CONFUSED)
WELL I'M GONNA GO....... WRITE ME BACK PEEPS...
L8TER......
CHLOE