Freedom

keeping my hands in the air
2002-08-05 04:15:55 (UTC)

*sigh*

well, corey and i still share our own little secret. and
ive been going completely crazy. i realize though why im
acting like this. it's not because i don't know how i feel
because i do know how i feel. im crazy about this guy. what
drives me crazy is that i don't know how HE feels. i don't
know what he's thinking and feeling and i wish i knew.
maybe it'd give me some peace and serenity and maybe id be
able to let go. i keep trying to let go, but my heart won't
let me. and frankly, i feel extrememly exhausted by this. i
kinda feel emotionally drained out 'cause i spend so much
time on this. i think what i need is a break from thought.
im tired of thinking through this. i should just go w/ the
flow and see where things take me rather than trying to
analyze everything.




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