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PropellerAds
2001-07-08 19:34:41 (UTC)

you

it has been so long
since i have seen you
and most of the time
i strong enough
not to be mean.
and most of the time.
im dumb enough
to believe.
you.
you
you..
the time has changed.
but the world still moves
so fast around all of these curves
and sometimes im sure ill fall off.
but i never seem to do.
what doesnt kill you makes so stronger
but it also brusises.
and i will remember
you.
you
you..
my sleep is erratic.
and my mind is fuzzy.
i smoke too many ciggarettes.
and i dont take enough vitamins.
im loosing my grip.
and i dont even care.
not anymore.
because, im too old for this shit.
im too tired of the bull in all of it.

i doubt that you will ever know.
but i also doubt that you care.
and its really pathetic.
to think about everything i ever did.
for you.
to put you where you are now.
nieve.
and nice.
and i cant be like that anymore.
not here.
not in all of this.
and that makes me sad.
you have to be strong and tough and mean.
to get anywhere anymore
and now, i just want to sleep.
i just want to sleep.


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