suziebrok

my mixed up world
2001-07-08 19:10:15 (UTC)

Weezer starts it all!

Yesterday I went outside with my momma's maison jar. Caught
a lovely butterfly. When I woke up today, looked in on my
furry pet. She had withered all alway no more sighing in
her breast. I'm sorry for what I did, I did what my body
told me to I didn't mean to do you harm. Everytime I pin
down what I think I want it slips away. The goal slips
away. Smell you on my hand for days I can't wash away your
scent. If I'm a dog then you're a bitch. I guess you're as
real as me, maybe I can live with that. Maybe I need
fantasy life of chasing butterfly. I'm sorry for what I
did, I did what my body told me to. I didn't mean to do you
harm. Everytime I pin down what I think I want it slips
away. The goal slips away. I told you I would return when
the robin makes his nest but I ain't never coming back. I'm
sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

~Weezer

It's funny, I didn't wear my glasses today instead I put in
contacts earlier so I could go swimming, and I decided to
leave them in 'cause I'm lazy. And I came down to the
sundeck like I normally do and started writing the song
above. This is all about the same as last night, but there
were those kids again (some of them seem really young) they
were playing with balloons and being real loud. And I think
they were trying to flirt with Matt which was funny to
watch. Then one of them came over to me and was like "what
are you writing?" So I showed her I was writing down the
lyrics to a song. She seemed really impressed and in like
seconds the rest of the people who were up there were all
around me. They eventually got me to sing "butterfly" (the
song above by weezer). I guess they liked my voice cause
they made me sing more, I explained to them (after I
sang "butterfly") that I'm going to be a professional
singer, probably a country one because my friends say that
I have a twang in my voice, so they had me sing a country
song. I sang "Who I am" by Jessica Andrews "I am Rosemary's
granddaugher the spitting image of my father and when the
day is done my momma's still my biggest fan. Sometimes I'm
clueless and I'm clumzy but I got friends that love me and
they know just where I stand. It's all a part of me and
that's who I am."
It was pretty cool, one funny thing is later they were
flirting with Matt again and they saw the ring on his
finger and were like "are you married?" he was like "yeah
and that's my wife" and he pointed to me! So I went along
with it and we didn't tell them the truth until I was about
to go up for the night! It was so funny!!
well that's it for now. I'm out!