*Baby*

empty

empty.. is how i feel now. i dont knwo whats left of me. my
heart hurts sooooo much. i dont know what is its going to
happen to me! ahhhhhhhh! i feel like screaming. im
desperate i need him! but i cant have him. thats the worse
part. i dont think im goin to the pagent cuz i dont wanna
smile and be happy cuz im not im miserable. i try to take
my mind off it but i cant its so painfull. well im gonna go
bye