little kitty

Shhhh dont tell
2002-08-03 15:03:42 (UTC)

lonley and bored

well, my boy left for three days, and its weird. i havent
lived here without him yet. i dont like sleeping in a big
bed by myself.

and i think that i maybe smoke too much pot. its not that i
think its like, evil or something, i just dont want to be
one of those people. stoned all the time, and when not
stoned, still seems stoned. if im gonna do drugs on a
regular basis i wish it could be something more.... i dont
know, less dirty hippy type. something that would actually
benifit the way i feel and act instead of just making me
fall asleep. i feel like im in freshman year again, smoking
pot all the time, only this time, its way better pot lol. i
hate drugs. they are so stupid. i dont want to do them and
i dont want mark to do them, but we do and we both like it.
oh well, at least its just pot and not like, smoking crack
or doing heroin or
something.

i miss mark. i want him to come home already.




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