eyesONCEpromised

kym
2002-08-02 04:23:52 (UTC)

boring

okay i think im gonna start keeping up on an on line
journal. too much shit seems to happen that i dont talk
about; bekuz; well we all know im not really that klose at
all to my "friends." today was just an all out shit day. i
dont even know why. im exhausted from working so much. i
should be excited, with ozzfest this weekend and my 17th
birthday next weekend. also i think that my parents are
going out of town for about.. 11 days or so the week of my
birthday. i mite have a few parties. anyways; i really need
to get the fuck out of this town. and yes i feel gay as
fuck writing in this "journal" but hey how else am i gonna
get it out? but yeah i literally hate this place. everybody
is either two faced, a liar, or fake. it gets really old. i
thought the only thing i had goin for me was our band, but
that doesnt look like thats gonna happen either. its really
aggrevating to know that people sit here and tell me they
wanna start up a band.. but then they kan never praktice..
then say shit like "normally i kan but not this week" even
though its been like a month bekuz of their exkuses. it
gets old having to deal with all this shit day after
fucking day. wake up. go to work. kome home and just chill.
unless i go to a show or elsewhere, but even so its not
kompletely entertaining. its like a routine schedule with a
few mixups every so often. its dull. not to mention there
are no guys around here that fit my taste. its not that big
of a deal tho; konsidering the fakt that im not a
relationship person and all; just stating a fakt. i just
want to pack up and move out west but i kant. i still have
one more year left in lame ass high skool. i kant stand
pretty much everyone there. i kant wait to get out of this
town and just live a different life, and forget about
everyone here. anyways i dont even know what the hell im
rambling about anymore. but i got my hair chopped off
yesterday. it was about mid back length; now its chin
length. i miss my long hair but it was annoying as hell.
now i look like a 12 year old boy. ha oh well- i hafta get
up in about 7 hours for work so i better go get some sleep
now. later.




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